Tuesday, May 27, 2008

these times

It has been a really long time since I wrote for this blog. For reasons such as: 1. NOt so many read this; (2) I don't think I would like to have the whole public know about these writings; (3) Boredom.

Me, my dreams a hodgepodge of ideas, imaginings and plans. It consists of things I would like to happen, plans I want to have realized, duties I would like to accomplish.

Reasons why I am a busy person, and not a busy person. Two extremities.

People (or rather a person I know) called me Narda, at one point. I took this to thinking that I tend to busy myself with a lot of things, mundane or important.

I have tried to achieve things, be really good at it, but there comes a point I give up and realize it is not worth it. Ive tried to multi task, but it seems as though it's not my forte. I can only be efficient at doing one thing a time. I don't even know if I'm efficient enough or simply enduring.

I would like things to happen, but the lack of resources hinder it.

I am pressured to achieve doing a lot of things, which I cannot really do.

My train is stuck at one station


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