So it had been a time since I've written. So many thing hav happened. I might have been an epic fail..or just maybe saved myself from a blackhole that will cost me my whole energy, aura, and self-worth. Somebody said it's how you look at things. Is the glass half-empty or half-full? Some have criticized that I didn't know how to endure...that I give up easily. Another said that I'm not able to make things happen because I haven't can developed the proper attitude.
People can say anything they want. They can judge me for my decisions, and I know that I don't have control over them. But no matter how different or negative they judge me, it's up to me if I'll let myself get affected..If I will let their judgements get the best of me.
With all of the things that have happened, I have realized and learned one thing--I cannot please everyone. I cannot be controlled by the expectations that others think or want of me. I know that at the age of 24, the situation seemed so high school...but I guess, I have a different phase.
So now, I am learning to live according to how I see my own self. I'm the one in charge, and I am the sole person who knows my capabilities, and my limitations. And if people don't understand that, then I guess it's not my problem anymore. I am learning to stand up for myself, and believe in what I can do and stand for my decisions.
Things might be hard, but these self-learnings need to continue.
