Yeah, i know I haven't blog for a really long time. Colleagues are already telling me that. "Sayang daw" I've heard one blogger say.
Hmm...I'm not really planning on putting this out or anything.
The real reason?
Caught up in the reality of life.
When I say reality...I guess this is what I'm really trying to say "nagpakain sa makina" (from an indie song I have in my song list)
Anyway...yes, I do miss really writing down my innermost feelings and thoughts. I admit, for a time, I dismissed delving into my "psyche".
For what reasons?
Fear, I guess. Fear of realizing that I have to again make another revamp, in terms of leading my life.
Well, weird and really emo I may seem, but then, that's how I can explain the reason for not really writing.
Vague?
Yeah, i know. Think this is the result for not blogging--not being able to organize my thoughts.
(but anyway, this is free writing, so what the hell)
Also, another reason for not blogging?
Well, as you all know, I am emo.
And when you are oing through emotional changes...writing it down, especially through blogging is not really a wise thing to do.
It's best to keep things to yourself first. before blogging it down, and letting the whole world know about it. YOu can be out in danger, what with the writings you do, and once it's out there in the world, there is no taking back.
So, I'm just saving myself from future harm from the netizens...and for people out there who can get affected by the things or stuff which I may say.
So, there you go...
I will be blogging once in a while...
kailangan lang humupa ng emo attacks and all, and look at life once again, in a brighter light.
Positive sharing of ideas through blog is better than all those rants, right?
