life as a show part 2

Here's a list of incidents which show how one can be so stupid as to pass up the chance to get to know a person...somebody you really like:

Incident1:
Last Sunday, Joey and I decided to have lunch at BK. Just then, by some higher power, or i dunno, universal force or something, we saw my crush (the one who's been occupying my thoughts, and hell, the one I've been fussing and retaliating about for some time now)eating at the same fast food joint. Joey immediately noticed how I seemed to turn pale, sweaty, and blushing. I can't contain it. He was laughing because of my really transparent expression. He was telling me to gain control and just relax, as if everything wasso abrupt, and nonchalant. (still I can't do it)

Joey said "O ano, tabihan natin sha?"

I was like "no, that won't happen!", add to that, i was doing this realy goofy expression of making "iling" which made Joey really laugh. He said I looked like an energizer bunny from an old commercial!

When Joey and I were at our own table, sabi niya, "that was supposed to be a sign. Binibigyan ka na ng universe ng pagkakataon, pero wala kang ginagawa! (yung audience mo, inis na sayo!)

That got me into some thinking.

Yes, another passed up chance.

Incident 2:
The other day, at another fast food joint, Joey, me and Rox were eating breakfast, when another crush went at the same place to eat.

YES< JOey said it was supposed to be another chance.

Again, I chickened out on conversing with the guy.

Incident 3:
My crush and I are officemates. We see each other most of the time, but we were both shy on taking some time to talk, or have a friendly chat. We just usually look at each other, slap high fives, and make asaran.

Those were supposed to be moments to get to know a person. Still we didn't do that.

Asar na asar na si JOey. He was like, "Girl, I want some action!"



I told Joey that the guy tried to make ammends. He said "peace na kami"

Joey was like, "It's so not a good sign! Ibig sabihin hindi ka niya papansinin uli.":-(

Darn. It's over. All was over even before it started.