Tuesday, August 19, 2008

taking a breather

I'm keeping myself busy these days. I have this feeling that at some point I need to be anxious and focus on things that I want to achieve. Been a happy-go-lucky person for a long time that I forgot to be prim and proper. I don't know if it's just me and because I become neurotic and paranoid at some point, or it's just a normal mood swing undertaken by a lot of people?

These times, I find it difficult to express myself. Maybe because I feel that I have to behave. I need to focus on more important things or else be branded as the stupid, careless girl.

But I do know I have to chill, and I need to enjoy whatever is happening to me.

But there is this part of me that says, "hey, you need discipline, hey you need focus"

Take a break. That is.

Need to release this burn-out. Need to release the negativity...

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Bakasyon, bakasyon, kailangan ko nang bakasyon!!!!

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Pag nakakaumay na ang mga bagay-bagay kailangan nang gumawa ng something para magchange ang pattern.

Haaay, lahat ng iyan, nagsisimula sa isang bakason, tapos nun, bongga na...recharge na uli!:-)

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