ngayon lang ulit

I am not a good blogger, not even a writer, and I must admit, no one visits my blog. I think the reason is that it's so personal, and come to think of it, no one would care of what happens to me...so what, I'm no celebrity, so why should anybody bother.

Anyway, ngayon lang ulit ako nag blog. At this site, anyway.

Ala's site is a fave. I like the way she writes and how she narrates about things.

Bianca's site is personal, journal-like, but of course, everyone visits it. She's a celeb.....

Problema, Problema, Problema

Three weeks ago, I left the house...as in a literal layas...for, err...really personal reasons. But its's good things are now over. In a few days' time, I'm gonna move out on my own apartment, and good thing my family understands my reasons:-)

I'm a late bloomer when it comes to love, romance, courtship and intimacy. There's a guy I like, but...he's on the rebound...or is confused about his girlfriend of three years. He won't tell me about it, but I know about things.

I'm trying my best to think that he's not treating me special, but it's really hard not to feel it, when for one, I would like to feel special. I am confused.

I want to achieve my goals at work. Though it's not my forte, I want to feel successful. I was transferred to a different team, just when I was already thinking about resigning by April. Now, I am confused whether I should stay and build goals, or go to find another job. One that is somehow related to communications and grammar. Read: teaching koreans online:-)

I am confused.

Darn, darn, darn. I hope to find my answers......