meeting people, trusting again, and once again opening up to enjoy life-that is, to look at life in a more sun-shiney manner, recognizing opportunities, and seeing the goodness in every people I meet.
I'm in a current attempt to revive this feeling I used to have...the kind of positive energy which people have known me for...
Because as of the moment, I'm caught in a state of vulnerability.
I try to be careful of meeting people: of knowing my allies and the people whom I need to distance myself with...
I try to be careful of the things I say: because I still don't know if people wil understand, if they will be more forgiving of the things I say, or open to the ideas which I have.
I try not to be too overwhelmed: because i don't know if I''m directing my energies and efforts on the right stuff, where things and decisions will lead me.
And so now, I wait...become observant of the different things revolving in this state, this situation.
At the same time, I try to enjoy, cherish the people whom I meet, because when the time comes that I become, or feel "whole" again, I know whom to thank, whom to look back to, whom to trust!
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NOte to self: follow te sherm's advice: "Do not burn bridges"
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lately, the waters seem rough and restless,
waves getting thicker, more agitated...
and here I am, flowing through the waters of my life,
trying not to drown.
-nyanya
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2 comments:
Great post again, Nyanya!
I particularly love your parting lines. Powerful! :-)
Just keep going lil sis. You'll get by.
And you'll get out of it a better person.
Just don't let yourself drown. :-) ;-)
hi te sherma! thanks thanks! kakagaan ng loob..hehe..i will, i know ill come out of this, if not much stronger...more learned...and someday, illlook back on these and realize, that all these experiences have been bridges, and they're all part of my journey!!!:)
hehe...
have a nice day, at hanngang sa muling gimikan:)
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