Saturday, May 26, 2007

trying to find her own space

It might be embarrassing to say that at age 21 (and will soon hit a year older in 3 mos. time) I'm still striving to master the so-called "talent" I've been given. You see, at this time, most of my colleagues have already know what they want to do, what they want to become, and how they see themselves in few years time. They've been busy building their careers, in writing, in public relations, and in mass media, while I'm still here, spending my time at a call center company, trying to earn lots of money so that someday I will be able to support my dream lifestyle.

I thrive to be posh-like. I dream of becoming a well-off writer who doesn't have to worry about money. I dream of having the things I want-a simple, nice pad (or a condo unit, if ever!), having my very own laptop, my own furnitures, anything and everything posh-like!

Of course, it is ONE HELL OF A BIG DREAM!!!!!!

But what can I do, I live for my dreams. I think I survive for my dreams....

But what the heck!, I just have to go through it all...until the right time for my own success comes...

practice, practice, practice!!!!

focus, focus, focus!!!!!

Now, if only I can find something to work on those "writing skills"...

I can do this!....


(Oh man, this self-motivation thing drive me nuts!)...

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