down with the sickness

It's that time of the year once again when I feel down and weak with the sickness. Right now, it's the ear infection and allergies which have been killing my senses. Maybe it's due to the weather since it's already the rainy days and everything is going damp already.

Been in hibernation for the whole week. I went to Galera last thursday, hoping to relax and unwind with my teammates, unfortunately, my ear infection has left me feeling moody, sleepy and weak.

Days after came the typhoon. Luckily, I decided to go home early from Galera, or else I would have been stranded in Galera with this sickness. My teammates got stranded for 5days, and I told them that being so was like being on an episode from the TV's Lost.

Was Able to catch up with my semi-writing for a novel I was trying to make with my officemate/artist, Joey. I was still feeling confused with the whole story sequence and what to write, but practicing will help me achieve something, right?

I've decided to seriously look for a writing job, one that is connected with the course I have graduated in from college.


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With Team Pep, for sure they have bonded well. Sa hirap and ginhawa, they have been with each other. I feel a bit envious as I wasn't with them on their Galera adventure, being stranded and all. But who wants to get stranded, most especially when you're feeling down with a sickness.

But I know that eventhough they got stuck, they've enjoyed every minute of it, and I know they took care and looked after each other.

For sure, when I get back, I'll be hearing a lot of stories from their adventure. I'll be left out but I'm happy realizing how they bonded with each other.

I feel a bit guilty for not feeling close with the team leader, as he appears so sweet and mabait, while I'm aloof,indifferent and passive. I feel like I'm bringing the team down, which is not my intention.

But, I'm happy being with the team, and I'm happy to know every bit of their adventure. It just makes me feel sad that if ever there will be an agent/employee transfer, I'll be the first one on the list.

It's okay. If ever that happens, I know that I have enjoyed being with them. Being on a new department will bring a new experience as well--something that needs to happen so that burnout won't kill me further, while I'm looking for a wriiting job. ANd when things are finally on it's place, and I'm ready to leave, I'll be soaring into a new environment--one that I've been dreaming to have, one that fits my interests and enhance my skills.